(Disclaimer:
I have a fairly clear memory of the run up to this mission. I remember,
fairly clearly, the aftermath of the mission. When we move into the actual
combat assault that night, my memory is a bit foggy. I have no explanation for
this, it’s just the way it is. Following is what I do remember, though it’s a
jumble of memories that might have slipped in from other missions. The details
are accurate, it’s just that some of those details might be from other missions.
I believe that other combat veterans had similar trouble when we move into the
realm of heavy combat.)
I
watched the rest of the flight lift off and the AC followed suit. As soon as we
broke ground, he keyed the mic and said, “You’re off with ten.”
We
climbed out, caught up with the flight and the AC said, “You’re joined.”
“Roger.
Rolling over.”
The
AC told me, “Dim the panel lights.”
The
instrument panel had small, red lights on it so that we could read the
instruments. They could be very bright, or so dim that the instruments were
barely visible. At their brightest, these lights made it easier for those
outside the aircraft to see the pilots. Decades later I would continue dim the
dashboard lights in my car unconsciously as the sun went down.
We
reached the RP and Lead called C and C to tell him where we were. We made a
single orbit and then were ordered in. I felt myself shake once and the sweat
bead on my forehead. I understood a combat assault, but those had been during
the day. This was something a little different. So far there had been no flares
and I wondered if someone had missed the timing. I put my hands on the controls
but let the AC guide the aircraft.
When
the first flare burst, it caught me by surprise and I jerked upright. The AC
said, quietly, “Take it easy and kill the rotating target.”
I
reached up and flipped the switch. I also cut the nav lights so that we were blacked
out. In trail, no one was guiding off us. Those in front of us had to leave
their lights on steady dim so that that those in the formation around them
could see them and maintain their position. Being blacked out was a small
compensation for flying trail.
We
hit the IP and Lead said, “IP inbound.”
Now
we descended toward the LZ and as we did, I saw a flash from the village. Over
the radio I heard, “Chalk three is taking fire on the right.” That pilot’s
voice was icy calm.
Suddenly
the whole side of the village began twinkling with the muzzle flashes. Lead
said, “Flight is taking heavy fire on the right.”
I
could feel the bullets hitting the aircraft and hear the sound of dozens of AKs
firing at us. There was a flash from one of the hootchs. One of the gunships
rolled in, hitting it with fire from a mini gun. It sounded like a buzz saw
rather than a machine gun and the tracers looked like an unbroke red ray
dancing across the ground.
We
had full suppression and the door guns on the right side of the flight opened
fire. Their muzzle flashes seemed to reach out three feet and created a
strobing effect that gave motion the jerky nature of an old-time movie.
Someone
said, unnecessarily, “Flight’s taking heavy fire.”
There
was an explosion in front of the flight, in the LZ. A huge fountain of sparks.
“Flight’s
taking RPGs.”
“Chalk
four’s going down.”
The
air around us was filled with tracers. Red from us and green from the AKs. The
village was alive with movement.
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Wrecked Huey in the Iron Triangle. Photo copyright by Kevin Randle |
Just
as we were about to touch down, C and C said, “Lead. Make a go-around. I say
again, make a go around. Do not land.”
“Lead
is rolling over.”
The
AC pushed the cyclic forward, dumping the nose as he lifted the collective. We
picked up speed as our skids brushed through the grass as we shot across the
LZ. Over the radio rather than the intercom, someone said, “Shit.”
C
and C said, “Four. Guns will cover. Flight is coming around.” Then said, “Give
me a head count.”
Although
there had been a lot of fire, the damage to the flight was minimal. Everyone
was still flyable. Unbelievably, no one had been hit. It seemed, for a moment,
as if the whole world had been shooting at us but the enemy was almost
ineffective.
“Lead,
land about fifty yards short.”
“Roger.”
We
hit the IP again and began the run into the LZ. Now the gunships, were working
over the village and our door guns were pouring fire into the enemy positions.
“Flight’s
taking fire on the right.”
“Whose
taking fire?”
To
me it seemed a dumb question. We all were taking fire but someone said, “Chalk
five is taking fire.”
I
kept my attention focused out the windshield. I was concentrating on our
landing spot and trying not to see all the tracers flying around. I had it in
my mind that if I didn’t see the tracers, they couldn’t hit me. I didn’t think
about the four rounds between each of the tracers.
The
AC keyed the mic. “Lead, you’re down with nine.”
I
looked to the right. In the bizarre green light of the flare, I could see shadows
moving about. The soldiers attacking the village. I saw one man fall and
another crouch near him. I dragged my attention back to the instrument panel
and tried not to think about all the shooting. It was a continuous roar that
overpowered the sound of the turbine and the popping of the rotor blades. It
seemed that it was taking hours for the soldiers to get out of the aircraft.
And then that sound faded until all I heard was the radio calls and the firing
of the M-60 behind me.
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Soldiers in the LZ. Not from the Night Mission. Photo copyright by Kevin Randle. |
“Lead’s
on the go.”
“Lead,
you’re off with nine. Heavy fire on the right.”
I
was sure that someone had picked up the crew from the downed helicopter. I
turned slightly and looked back. I could see the shapes of the soldiers as they
dodged forward, moving toward the village. The firing was tapering off as the
enemy was engaged by the soldiers. The VC were now abandoning their positions.
C
and C said, “Give me a damage report.”
It
was clear that everyone had taken some hits. Chalks Two and Three reported
damage to the rotor blades setting up vibrations that could shake the rotor
ahead apart. Chalk Six said that he was losing hydraulic fluid and Seven said
that he was losing fuel. There was no report from Eight. He must have lost his
radios. Over half the remaining aircraft had taken enough damage to ground them
under normal circumstances. The rest of us were still mission capable, as far
as I knew.
“Chalk
Five. Just lost my engine. In autorotation.”
“Trail.
Pick him up.”
“I’m
following him down,” said the AC.
“Lead.
Return to Cu Chi. Stand by.”
There
should have been another lift, but we’d been so badly shot up that we didn’t
have the aircraft to make it. Someone else would have to take over for us. Once
back at Cu Chi, we were joined by the spare aircraft but that didn’t help. Too
many of those in the original flight were no longer air worthy or were down
somewhere between Cu Chi and the LZ.
Within
minutes, word was passed to us to stand down. We were through for the day or
rather for the night. Given the damage we had operationally ceased to exist. We
couldn’t mount enough aircraft for another lift and the gunships hadn’t fared
much better. We didn’t even have a light fire team left.
As
the AC climbed out of the aircraft, he said, “We were lucky tonight.”
I
didn’t say anything but the door gunner did. “How can you say we were lucky?”
“Nobody
got killed. Lost some aircraft but they can be replaced. Most of the damage is
superficial. Could have been a lot worse.”
“So,
now what?” I asked.
“We
wind down. We won’t be flying tomorrow.”
I
was somewhat surprised by his attitude, but it wouldn’t be long until I put the
whole thing into perspective. One of the gunship pilots would clue me in.